why hate grows when i know the truth?
why?
actually, it's not a REAL HATE.
i just become more cynical to them.

maybe it happens more than just once or twice to me..

but i'd write what have just happened to me.

first story, i have a friend. me and my friend give a nick for her as Miss(c)ALL.
i used to not care what happened to her.
i thought she's nice, friendly.
but, few days ago, my buddy told me that Miss(c)All always act like SHE'S ALL THAT.
at first, i dun believe it.. then i took a little "investigation" on her...
and it's true what my buddy said.
she's kinda annoying person.
*actually, at first I don't even care about it*



the second story, it succesfully passed my treshold to initiate hateness in me.. and the background of this post.
few days ago,, I attended a National Leadership Training by Center for Indonesian Medical Students' Activities in Padang, West Sumatra.
I got nothing about leadership, i just got some fun in travelling, and i think the important part of the training is a basic knowledge of CIMSA, a story behind CIMSA.
there's an Indonesian quote: tak kenal maka tak sayang
if i translate it in english maybe it sounds... If U dont know it so you will not love it.
then i become more love to cimsa.
i finally know what happened between cimsa and Indonesian Medical Student Council Association.
there's a Letter of Agreement said that in Indonesia,
CIMSA is a specialized organization, which represents Indonesian medical students in IFMSA affairs and IFMSA work related affairs.
by any means, cimsa is the only orginazation represents ifmsa's standing committees in indonesia.
why imsca make the standing committee too?
i took a peek on its activities in a mailing list, they (imsca's members) dun even know what a standing committee is and they want to go abroad as indonesia's delegates in ifmsa meetings..
i just got more cynic because, i found out that my friend is a public relations on scora imsca,, by any means, its existance is nothing.
i dun care about their activities,
i ever got an advice or an enlighter for my heart,, it's not about what organization who brings the activities, it's about the vision: to educate people.

i just got disappointed to my friend.
where u belong gal? to imsca or cimsa? as an additional note, she's a member of scorp cimsa.



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