Jadi ceritanya waktu gw ulang tahun ke-23 kemaren gw lagi emo banget.
akhirnya gw puter playlist Dashboard Confessional gw kenceng2...
jeritan2 Chris Carrabba menemani teriakan2 gw (oke, ini bahasanya lebay).
sebenernya agak ga nyambung sih antara masalah gw dan lagu2nya DC, tapi lagunya DC emang paling enak buat dipake teriak2 suara hati.

ada suatu ketika saat itu gw ketiduran saat menangis, dan ketika gw terbangun dan masih menangis pas ama lagu Belle of the Boulevard.

Don't turn away...dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid... keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart... dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on

and I dried my eyes.. it's like he was there to comfort me.


I'm the one who hates when people telling me "it's gonna be okay" when I had problems. Because I know, It's not okay. So when problems come, I just need a lone time, cry my heart out, til I'm ready to face the world again.



oleh karena itu gw membulatkan niat gw untuk nonton Dashboard Confessional lagi di Java Rockin Land. gw cuma nungguin DC walau hari itu ada Arkarna dan Stereophonics.
kali ini gw bawa kamera digital gw, dan gw sempat merekam 12 dari 13 lagu yang mereka bawa. lagu pertamanya, Don't Wait, ga sempet gw rekam karena gw lagi excited mereka tampil. jadi sisa lagu semuanya gw rekam.


ini hasil rekaman gw. maaf2 aja ada suara sumbang gw, gambarnya goyang2.. buat private collection aja..



Belle of the Boulevard from nutnad on Vimeo.

I watched The Bucket List again few days ago.
It's one of my favorite movies. just watch it! I got teary eyes every time I watched it. It's not about the romantic-tragedy... it's about how to live your life.

and it got John Mayer singing for the soundtrack.
really love it!



John Mayer - Say

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say [x8]

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only . . .

Say what you need to say [x8]

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say [x24]

--
and I like Kris Allen debut song.
it's catchy. Mayer-like. and got the same theme...



Kris Allen- Live Like We’re Dying

Sometime we fall down and can’t get back up
We’re hiding behind skin that’s too tough
How come we don’t say I love you enough
Till it’s too late, it’s not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won’t come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we’re all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would’ve done

Yeah… gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin’ it
Every second counts on a clock that’s tickin
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

Well if you plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out of our lives
So when we long for absolution, there’ll be no one on the line

Yeah… we gotta start lookin’ at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This all we got and we gotta start thinkin it
Every second count on a clock that’s tickin
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

Like we’re dying oh…
Like we’re dying
Like we’re dying oh…
Like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

You never know a good thing until it’s gone
you never see a crash until its head on
All these people right when we’re dead wrong,
You never know a good thing till it’s gone

Yeah… we gotta start lookin’ at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
this all we got and we gotta start thinkin it
Every second count on a clock that’s tickin
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

Like we’re dying oh…
Like we’re dying
Like we’re dying oh…
Like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

I just met an old friend yesterday.
and I just heard a glimpse of this song today.
how it's all connected:
I often asked him to play this song back in the old days.

I really like this song.
listen to the guitar riff on the intro.
love it!

I was so happy in meeting my friend again yesterday.
last time I remember meeting him was back on 2006, when he's just got accepted in the same university (but different major, of course). and the last time he text me was maybe a year ago when he asked Orthopedist consultant for his dad.

so, I can say I'm no good in maintaining friendship.

he was a really good friend. just friend. and we'd never been more.
I'm glad that we didn't.

I'm happy for any woman you're with now, friend.



Gothic flavor,
How I miss you.
If I only
Once could kiss you.

I'd be happpy
For one moment
Of my lifetime
I'd be there.

And the water
Running over
Me is growing
Ever colder.

Make me happy
For one moment
Of my lifetime
I'd be there.

flashback time!!
i'm reading something titled 'burn-and-something' (it means i don't remember what something is).. then i start to hum this old song.

remembering my childhood.

Crash and Burn by Savage Garden



When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door
And you feel that you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Oooh, oooooh,
(Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone x3)
oooh, oooooh,

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
Have Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stopped Keepin Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Now Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Time
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Hmmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It By It ??
To Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Hmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get han I Get

Oh You Know It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I woke up this morning, snuggle on my bed... then I found myself singing this song.
this song kinda insult me. that's what I do during this holiday. [woke up it was 7 then wait till 11]

have a nostalgic time...

Simple Plan - I'm Just a kid


I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

I've just watched David Cook's new video clip.
even I just watched it once, I simply knew it.
It's just the same with Coldplay's old vid: The Scientist.

the similarities:
the vid: moving backward, including: jump a wall, walk in the forest, get in to a car
the song: about getting back again.

well, I like them both.
but I prefer Coldplay's. they made it first and the vid is more dramatic.

David Cook - Come Back to Me (this video's quality is not good. I'll find a better video)



this one is Coldplay-The Scientist


I do like Coldplay.
I was soooo disappointed that I couldn't come to their show in Singapore Indoor on March 23. It was because I was on my Anesthesiology rotation and I was the chief of my class. I couldn't leave my friends. If I hadn't been the chief, I would have probably left for Coldplay.

but thanks to Coldplay too...
as they give their gratitude for their fans, they make a free-download for their latest album on their website. it's their live album, at least it cures my disappointment of not going to watch their show.

feel free to download it!
Left Right Left Right Left

Thanks to Adam Lambert performance on American Idol motown week..
I finally knows the title.. I've been looking for this song for weeks...

since I can't embed the youtube video, see the video here.

People say I'm the life of the party
Because I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue

So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..

I need you, need you

Since you left me if you see me with another girl
Seeming like I'm having fun
Although she may be cute
She's just a substitute
Because you're the permanent one..

So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..

I need you, need you

Outside I'm masquerading
Inside my hope is fading
Just a clown oh yeah
Since you put me down
My smile is my make up
I wear since my break up with you..

So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears
---
p.s.: Adam Lambert's performance on this song was so COOL!!! since he's not one of my favorite on this AI season8.

Okay, I watched this video because I wanted to watch Rob Pattinson presented in 81st Oscar last weekend..
He presented Romance in 2008.
funny quote from him: "I have to be a vampire to find the right woman"

well, I like this vid. I watch it over and over again. not because of Rob Pattinson, but it is a good video compilation. starts from 1:07


esp. the backsound in this vid, Lovers in Japan by Coldplay..

Lovers, keep on the road you're on
Runners, until the race is run
Soldiers, you've got to soldier on
Sometimes even right is wrong

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day, we are gonna get out

Tonight maybe we're gonna run
Dreaming of the Osaka sun
Ohh ohh...
Dreaming of when the morning comes

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day the sun will come out

finally find this song. yeah!!
and old song, a 90s song.
it appears at American Pie movie (1999).. (wew, i kinda miss the movie.. i like the first three movie where there Jason Biggs&Sean William Scott gang) i like almost everysong in American Pie soundtracks..

Bic Runga - Sway

Sway - Bic Runga

Don't stray, don't ever go away
I should be much too smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes, when you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time
Don't let me drown, let me down
I say it's all because of you
And here I go, losing my control
I'm practicing your name so I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye
Let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed it's time to tell you why
I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS:]
Say you'll stay, don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way, yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure, and no way to be sure
Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now it all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you

Now it all turns sour, come sweeten every afternoon
It's time to tell you why, I say it's infinitely true

[CHORUS TWICE]

It's all because of you
It's all because of you
It's all because of you

i suppose i should finish my work. finishing my paper and presentation for tomorrow's TB seminar..
but, i end up with internet. browsing rubbish.
a guilty pleasure, i guess.

well,
i just found Iron&Wine - Flightless bird American mouth lyrics. the song is so sweet. I heard it first on the prom scene at Twilight the movie.. the music really fits for the scene.. adds more romantic atmosphere in the movie

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine

when i read the lyrics, i dunno what it means, what it implies. anyone?
how could this sweet song's lyric turns out to be..

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

hari ini gw ngedengerin lagu Aerosmith itu berulang kali..entah mengapa gw lagi pengen dengerin lagu itu..

pertama pas gw lagi ngepel, gw nyalain playlist Soundtrax gw.. jelaslah..lagu I don't wanna miss a thing ini the one of the best soundtracks ever. tie with Iris by Goo Goo Dolls(ost.City of Angels)... filmnya jg favorit gw..bahkan setelah 10thn berlalu dari release filmnya, klo nonton Armageddon lagi, pasti gw netesin air mata lagi klo liat mulai dari Bruce Willis merelakan mati dan tukeran sama Ben Affleck..

setelah playlist Soundtrax, gw ganti playlist Midnight Sun. yup, as the title of Twilight spin-off. menurut gw lagu ini menyuarakan Edward bgt..liriknya, teriakan2 Steve Tyler-nya, musiknya,, pas bgt buat jd theme songnya Midnight Sun..

dan tadi, gw lagi nungguin jemput Bapa di terminal sambil denger radio.. lagu ini diputer juga..

well, surely, i dont want to miss a thing. at all.
gw jadi inget line yg gw suka dari film Indiana Jones4
it's funny..how much human waste life in waiting.

i dont want to miss a thing. i dont want to waste my life. i dont have forever. at least, i want to do something instead of doing nothing while waiting...

and now, one of the greatest lovesongs ever..
one of the greatest soundtracks ever...

I don't want to miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Laying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

dari tadi gw mencoba ngeblog ga bisa2 buka blogger.. mgkn gara2 gw lagi nyalain Frostwire.
lots to talk about.

dari mulai kemaren gw nemenin nyokap gw buat jadi kuli pasar.
kapan terakhir kali gw ke pasar tradisional?
yang jelas ga tahun lalu. lebaran tahun lalu gw ga ikut ke pasar.
gw bahkan ga bisa inget kapan terakhir ke pasar.

gw juga pengen ngomongin tentang betapa sebelnya gw ditinggal Bapa pulang kampung karena kita bertiga mulai kebingungan ngurusin rumah. gw juga jadi ngebantuin mama masak. biasanya gw kebangun udah saat masakan udah selesai.

well, as the title. gw pengen nulis liriknya Anyone Else But You yang dinyanyiin Michael Cera&Ellen Page di film Juno. aslinya dinyanyiin sama The Moldy Peaches. versi mereka lebih panjang dari versinya Michael Cera. it's a very cute and sweet song. i like this song.

entah mengapa gw semalem mimpiin Michael Cera. he's cute tho'. gw bahkan sempat memasukan gambar dia dalam kompilasi guilty-pleasure wallpaper.
tapi entah mengapa gw malah mimpiin dia. padahal gw abis buka top50 hottest young actors @ tMF dan Michael Cera sendiri ada di #19. too bad. I hope someone hotter makes the top10 list. mestinya kan gw bisa mimpiin cowo2 hot lainnya, knapa cuma Michael Cera.

---



You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, and pillars of sand

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
Once you know there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
(Ohhh)

It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People could not believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries Wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?

I hear Jerusalem bells are ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
(Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohhh)

Hear Jerusalem bells are ringings
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can not explain
I know Saint Peter will call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
Oooooh Oooooh Oooooh

I miss your love, since you've been gone
I find it hard to go on
The summer sky don't mean a thing
I thought I'd always be strong
I got a feeling inside
and it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So here I am, and everything's new
I should be happy in love
but all I know, I look deep in my eyes
I've never felt so alone
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So what's the meaning of this
to be living like this
it ain't no fun at all
I wonder where are you now
(I wonder where are you now)

I miss your love since you been gone
I find it hard to go on
and this feeling inside
I just break down and cry


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gara2 baca New Moon, gw jadi terbawa perasaan jg.. Dammit Bella!
waktu gw baca New Moon gw tiba2 nyanyiin lagu ini (namanya jg terbawa perasaan)..

dah gtu lagunya menyayat-nyayat hati banget...

well, ini bukan lagu untuk siapa-siapa bagi gw.. apalagi buat mantan gw. gw cuma terbawa perasaan dgn Bella. ce tout!

i want to get rid of Twilight Saga.. get rid of Edward in particular... tapi, sekarang gw malah lagi hunting ebook Breaking Dawn.. and.. dammit!! knapa passwordnya ga ada..

pertama denger, di GMHR. pagi2. berdua ama kakak ian. beberapa hari yang lalu.
awalnya... koq tiba2 lagu GMHR kaya gini....

ternyata...

it's New Kids On The Block!!
their new single after 15years... Summertime.

sampe akhirnya tadi gw iseng cari videoklipnya di youtube.



2 menit 30 detik pertama dari videonya aman2 aja...
setelah itu...

they're back with their dance. OMG.
bayangin aja ya...
Jonathan Knight is now 39, Donnie Wahlberg 38, Joey McIntyre 35, Danny Wood 39 and Jordan Knight is 38.

gw sebenernya curiga kalo kakak gw sebenernya penggemar NKOTB... buktinya, gw udah ngajakin dia untuk tertawa bareng nonton videonya.. ternyata reaksi dia biasa aja loh.
oia. satu lagi, gw pernah punya mp3 NKOTB yang lagu2nya jaman dulu,,, dia bisa aja gtu nyanyiin... gw rasa dia emang pernah menggemari NKOTB.. (sorry, bro)

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that magic rainbow
On the horizon I couldn’t see it until I let go
Gave into love
And watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
The time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
Keeping my feet on the ground
Arms open wide,
Face to the sun

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time,
This is the time of my life, my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd I know this is the time,
This is the time of my life,(Na na na na na, na na na na na)
This is the time of my life,(Na na na na na)
The time of my life,
Time of my life.

I've made up my mind
don't need to think it over
if I'm wrong i am right
don't need to look no further
this ain't lust i know this is love

but if i tell the world
I'll never say enough
cos it was not said to you
and thats exactly what i need to do
if i end up with you

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

i build myself up
and fly around in circles
waiting as my heart drops
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

or should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place should i leave it there.
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

yeaaah ehh

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads no where,
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there
should i give up
or should i just keep on chasing pavements
should i just keep on chasing pavements

ohhhh ahhhh

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there
should i give up
or should i just keep on
chasing, pavements
should i just keep on
chasing, pavements

ooooooor

should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere
or would it be a waste
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there
should i give up
or should i just keep chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

another U2 song i like at the moment... feel like it's what's happening to me.. I still haven't found I'm looking for... where are you? who the hell are you
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I have climbed the highest mountains
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you.

I have run, I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you.

But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.

I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her finger tips
It burned like fire
(I was) burning inside her.

I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone.

But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.

I believe in the Kingdom Come
Then all the colours will bleed into one
Bleed into one.
But yes, I'm still running.

You broke the bonds
And you loosed the chains
Carried the cross of my shame
Oh my shame, you know I believe it.

But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.

But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for.

Finally find this song.
i like this song for ages, i know it's janet jackson's but i dun know the title...

hereby i upload the lyrics and video.

Again


I heard from a friend today

And she said you were in town

Suddenly the memories came back to me in

My mind



Chorus:

How can I be strong I've asked myself

Time and time I've said

That I'll never fall in love with you again



A wounded heart you gave,

My soul you took away

Good intentions you had many,

I know you did

I come from a place that hurts,

God knows how I've cried

And I never want to return

Never fall again

Making love to you felt so good and

Oh so right



Repeat Chorus



So here we are alone again,

Didn't think I'd come to this

And to know it all began

With just a little kiss

I've come to close to happiness,

To have it swept away

Don't think I can take the pain

No never fall in love again

Kinda late in the game

And my heart is in your hands

Don't you stand there and then tell me

You love me

Then leave again

'Cause I'm falling in love with you again

Hold me, hold me

Don't ever let go

Say it just one time

Say you love me

God knows I do love you again