here i am now.
lonely.
it's pathetic that since the day i broke up with my last boyfriend, which is almost one and a half year ago, i haven't fall in love again.
i busy up myself. to forget him, to erase the love i'd given to him.
why now i lose the LOVE in me?
i haven't trully in love again.
boys come and go to fill my mind.
just in my brain.
not fall to my heart.
it's not because of him.
i just haven't found the right one.
i'm too busy for my self and others.
now..
i crush on a friend.
it's been months.. and no improvements.
we're still just friend.
it's my fault that i never tell him that i like him.
i'm afraid of losing him.
he's a good friend. everybody's lean on him.
now..
i'm looking for another man..
personally i look for someone who completes me.
who is he?
where?
Love will find you if you try.
so, what should i try?

_nads_