waktu gw pulang dari setengah-jaga di RSF...
kakak ipar gw (mba nina) bertanya lagi,
"jadi, udah ada ppds yg menarik?"
I said nothing.
but the real answer is...

sebenernya ada ppds yang menarik.
he's too-damn-good. he's so hot that I melted.
but, he's unreachable.
how can I reach him if we just met twice? I haven't seen him again since that day. though I have his number, though he taught me a lot, I don't dare to reach him again.
I'm not an aggressive one.

"jadi sebenernya ada yang menarik? atau ada yang tertarik? atau ga tertarik sama skali?
atau emang ga nyari?"
-= yaa sebenernya ga gtu nyari juga... sejalannya aja..